1. 1-800-SUICIDE <—-please call if youre considering suicide, know someone who might be, or even if youre just feeling really anxious or need someone to listen.

    1-800-SUICIDE <—-please call if youre considering suicide, know someone who might be, or even if youre just feeling really anxious or need someone to listen.

     
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  7. well!

    DAY 1: got a late start, felt like my back was breaking, made some okay ground, stayed the night with some friends of friends.

    DAY 2: got a slightly less late start, started getting my first blisters, felt like my feet were going to fall off, made some more good ground, stayed the night at my grandmas.

    DAY 3: got a better start, started feeling an overall ache, realized how much i hate semi-trucks (on account of the water they spray up when its already raining), made it a pretty good distance, pitched my tent behind some bushes off the road.

    DAY 4: woke up cold, not sure how early a start i got (no clocks here, obviously), walked probably a few miles, then fractured my leg.

    yep. a car pulled into the shoulder where i was walking, &it didnt look like they were going to stop, so i jumped out of the way, &felt an excruciating pain after taking a bit of a tumble. when i couldnt get back up on my own, i wiggled out of my pack &called a cab to take me to the nearest hospital (i just lost my insurance when i quit my job — no way i was calling an ambulance!). i was a little in &out of it (still am), but i guess ive got a fractured fibula.

    a fractured fibula i have to keep weight off for 5-6 weeks, &that ill have to keep braced for another 2-3 weeks beyond that…awesome.

    so nevermind walking across the country. for now, anyways. &now im stuck with about five grand in medical bills…so there goes my savings. LAME.

     
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  9. So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, & demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long & its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people & grovel to none. When you arise in the morning give thanks for the food & for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one & no thing, for abuse turns the wise ones to fools & robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with the fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep & pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a different way. Sing your death song & die like a hero going home.
    — Tecumseh
     
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  11. frequently asked questions!!

    have questions about my walk? youre not the only one! below ive answered all of the most commonly asked questions i could think of. if theres something youre wondering about that isnt covered, please leave a comment &ill answer you as soon as i can!

    youre doing WHAT? im walking across the united states. not hitchhiking, not biking, not even rollerskating. just walkin!

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  13. yep.

    yep.

     
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  15. Oh, yesterday came suddenly…

    yesterday was my last day of work, &i said i wouldnt cry.

    i cried.

    i hugged friends &mentors goodbye, all snotty &tear-streaked, &i passed out post-its with my contact info. &then i cried some more on the way home.

    when youre planning something you know is going to be this crazy difficult, saying goodbye seems far from the hardest part. seems. i really hope i can get a going away party figured out for the 2nd, &i hope you dont mind a little snot on your shoulder.

     
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  17. Every man dies. Not every man really lives.
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    William Wallace.

    (its always amazing to come across something that reminds you that what youre doing is exactly what you should be doing.)

     
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  19. i just activated…

    …my SPOT satellite personal tracker, &i can officially send “im okay,” “help,” & 911 messages! 

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